A Drug From Hell. By- Mike j Hughes

I am regretting  the grim reality for getting all screwed up on benzodiazepines. I am having one hell of a time getting off of these damned things  . Anyone who may be taking them ,…I am warning all who may be on these tranqs to not take them for any time over 30 days. Take it from me , – the withdraw from these ”things” is even more terrible  than withdrawing from opiates of any kind , and can take years to get over the aftermath .

Withdrawing is hell , – you sweat , you have high heartbeat  with anxiety that burns a hole in your solar plexus, you get moody to the point where you are forced to do more just to get a little relief . It is a very violent and vicious cycle. Don’t ever quit these fucking things through ”cold turkey” if you have been on them for a long period of time because you can die from seizures or cardiac-arrest . You must taper off very slowly and safely       

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Peyote was a success.!! By- Mike j Hughes

Yes ,- the ”experiment” with  Peyote was a success . I can not say much about it due to the fact that the induced phenomena is indeed a new languages all together ..
During meditation on Peyote I was seeing, and aware of things so incredible , such as elementals , as well as Dark Beings.
Yes!! -….the curtain was rising once again , and revealing a world in  the Astral Light. I sat as the ”Observer” of all that was taking place.
Detachment is so very important during the traveler Stage..
As for myself the visions were incredible.
I have seen such mind bending and beautiful panoramic art of such Divine beauty which could never be painted on a canvas , –at least not on this lower dank physical planes.

 

 

Our man-bearing PlanetI did not have any negative effects such as a ” bad trip”,, or being psychologically traumatized, or anything of the sort.. All this is due to the fact that my conscious is clean and has no excuse to get all out of shape . Most of all it was a very deep and profoundly  positive experience .
There was , as well a being trying to teach me that there is two forms of gravity, – ….something about ”Gravity Amplification” whatever the hell that is!!!. on and on and on . This was , for me, a wonderful out of body spiritual exercise…….to be continued ….

To Be Over.By- Mike j Hughes

Lucis Trust.

 

Isnt’ life strange. Over the last year or so my inner spiritual Self took control over my lower earthly ego by  limiting my actions , such as not eating and fasting.  The sun has not shined upon me for many months . As a result I have gone pale with a lack of energy and motivation,- not to mention that I am on a Benzodiazepine taper  to get me off those damn things  that have made me a slave to addiction and sadness.

Withdrawing from Benzodiazepine  is the worse.  I would rather go through  opiate withdrawal for 6 months  instead  , than 3 days of Benzo withdrawal  . This is how bad these pills  are.  I have been addicted to these ”tranquilizers  from Hell ” for about 20 years  and they did provide me with comfort and a driving force to get my body in such a relaxed state that allowed me to  loosen my astral body from the limitations of this physical body ,which is a prison that presents a big limit for the soul to express itself on the physical plane.

For a couple of years it indeed worked  like a charm allowing me to explore  various levels of the astral planes during my daily meditations , pouring out my blessings and Goodwill  to all mankind. Soon I became addicted to these infernal drugs and always needed more to get to the same level as before during meditation.  When I ran out ,- I began to withdraw and it made my life full of hellish nightmares. It then hit me like a bombshell as I would go through withdraws  worse than anything I could ever imagine . I needed help for this stupid habit I acquired over the years.

I am now beginning to recover now , but it will take a long time for my body to switch  back to its natural and healthy default, thus swinging back into a healthy rhythm once again and to get back into altruistic service to humanity a little wiser than before. I still smoke a little herb now and again to get my appetite back , along with my artistic imagination , and creating better contacts with those who have learned the highest values regarding spiritual development.  I am even looking younger than I ever expected.

 

Dangers in the Dark. By;- Mike j Hughes

It is extremely important to have a good and powerful level of soul contact when embarking upon the path of magic , mastery,  and Self -Realization. As a young occultist I have always done my research when investigating the various levels of the astral planes.
I have known of many unstable humans who have had their lives absolutely destroyed by careless dabbling into the dark aspects of the occult,-  who had no self control while performing various and highly dangerous forms of black magic. Many young people through out the last few decades have paid dearly for their foolish and careless investigations into the most profoundly wicked and deeply evil operations of black magic, and have brought upon themselves untold horrors and evil influences that have ruined the lives of even those around them who have had nothing to do with the occult what so ever.
I have read and researched ,- from credible resources  of many young people thinking that to get involved with Satanism , rebellion,drugs,sexual depravity, and evil was cool and an “in-thing“to do, not having any idea of the dark forces ,and the evil shades of once human beings who have lived bad lives, who are attracted to all of similar vibration who are of weak moral character inciting many to commit unspeakable crimes and unbelievable depravity.
I know of cases in which those of weak wills have dabbled in the black arts while taking powerful drugs who have gone mad . A few years ago there was a case of a young man who got mixed up with a Satanic cult who was arrested for a variety of sex crimes of a revolting kind.
He was investigated and questioned by police . While sitting in an interrogation cell He gouged out his own eyes and held them in his hands while he bled to death muttering in a strange unknown language.
There are various group of human beings who are mediumistic and scattered all Throughout the world unaware of this fact. We have all heard of people who have gone on a killing spree and have committed acts of an evil nature,- and when the deeds are done the person who performed these gruesome acts have no recollection of how they could have committed such wicked deeds,- who have become so confused that they end up committing suicide because they can not live with themselves knowing they have become so passive in an unnatural and unhealthy way, giving way for some very evil acts that some kind of being is “telling them“ to do, and are tormented life after life wondering why they have committed such unspeakable acts.
There are those who have mental illness“ claiming to have urges“ to do things that are not apart of their nature,- who are in need of help from a spiritual source of which science has no understanding.
. If you had etheric vision, and , you were down in some skid row area,or in the vicinity of some other unwholesome place,- you would see that these areas are infested with beings who resemble the gnomes, trolls,ghouls,demented fairies,wicked human shells,- and as well as the dirty and down right filthy brownies.

Those who study the dark side of the occult know of black magicians who have left a trail of death and insanity behind them,- going back through many past incarnations and who present a menace by twisting and manipulating the forces of nature to their own selfish and deeply evil inhuman desires.
Their are black magicians who specialize in ruining the reputations of those who are lingering themselves on the verge of depravity. Such was a case back a few years ago in Vancouver when a man of about the age of 60 , struggling with alcohol issues ,trying to put his life on good grounds, was caught red handed on Christmas Eve performing an act of buggery with his own six year old grandson in front of his whole family, who ,through shock, and under the influence of alcohol themselves, became so enraged that they beat him for hours , slitting his throat, and stabbing him 167 times and dumping his mangled body in the Frazer River. Three of the family members who took part in his murder hanged themselves over the next 8 months. The whole thing was terrible indeed and ruined so many family ties through untold grief and agony of mind.

The lower astral planes are populated with those who have had powerful and depraved addictions. Even though now dead, are still driven with violent impulses that causes them to be attracted to those who are still living with the same powerful addictions and so become attached through affinity of vibrations in order to quench their lust for the same filth and depravity they relished during their last earthly incarnation.
These lowest disembodied human parasites will stop at nothing. They will incite others of weak wills with similar addictions to commit unspeakable acts of vile, cruel, and unnatural wickedness against the living , by so doing they can re-live and relish in their UN-holy abominations against the living.
Every member of the human family must learn to take responsibility for their own actions. Those who flirt with the dark side of the occult will only heap upon themselves the working out of evil karma that will cover so many countless incarnations of unimaginable suffering , great agony of mind, and a hellish existence of their own creation.

There are groups all over the world that are involved with all forms of black magic who tread the “Left Hand Path“of evil and extreme selfishness that reach heights of a morbid and UN-natural state that is very destructive in the lives and the surrounding environment.
With the coming in of the 7th Ray of Ceremonial Magic and Order we can expect an increase of both the good and bad aspects of the human condition. All that is vile ,evil, and UN-natural, along with that which is good and virtuous are rising and coming into manifestation onto the astral , physical, and mental planes where it can be resolved and dealt with before entering the new era of human evolution during the next 2.500 years of the Aquarian dispensation.

For untold eons man has been deeply influenced by the forces of evil released into the world by the “Lords of Materiality“. These beings are those known as the ones standing in a state of “spiritual wickedness in high places“,and have worked through many evil human beings in positions of power who have sought to distraught and destroy the work being done by those who stand for the power of Love, goodwill, and world cooperation towards bringing the New Age of spiritual evolution into a higher state of activity within the three worlds of human endeavour .

 

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